Things will clear up in two weeks and then you x_x

I am actually so stressed, and I am screaming out into the void to let it know that I am here and I hope , and I know that I will be able to make it. The weather is starting to change to fall and that means that it will be more gloomy that it will be sunny. So the mood is going to take a little bit of a down turn, I hope to take more vitamins to help with that. In addition I am back on my coffee BS right now. I have learned to take that in moderation, because too much creates anxiety and too little to none will causes a headache. I stay close to the meme that says, 'adulthood is just saying this will clear up in 2 weeks and they you die' lol that makes some sense. Another said, 'From 25-65 are the soul wrenching years of your life because all you do is work,' that one makes sense right now also. In the time that I have been away from blogging. I started another job, so I am working the 40 plus hour work week just like the statistic of being an American, and getting paid peanuts for it. My goal is to do absolutely nothing for one of my rest days.