Too soon or not soon enough.

I really hate the pandemic it took away my ability or at least the comfort to be with people during Lunar New Years which is more meaningful for me than the Gregorian calendar new year, also I wasn’t able to celebrate with my loved ones because of it as well. Doesn’t mean that I can’t reflect. I read something before 2022 new year that went something to the effect of ‘don’t let the let the last week diminish the growth and learnings you had this past year.’

That is so true, this past year learned that commitment is a working relationship. I started a new job which is why I have been posting so sporadically. And since I have been going out less I have less photos to post as well, I didn't get to live out my fall fashion fantasy because I have been hermiting this whole time, and one of these past weeks I was crying throughout the day for 2 days. I am looking fwd to a few things this coming year tho, I will be making some big moves, being more independent, and I will finally have a space of my own (I hope) I also want to spend more time with people that I love and care for; also more delicious coffee! the world is going through so much and I can’t even begin to imagine the insignificance that I hold in the grand scheme of things but at times that is also helpful to just think about how small I am in this vast universe and the globe. With a heaping dose reality that Southern CA is so fucking expensive! This year will be filled with beauty, stability, health and wealth.