Cozy and Curious
The year of 2024 has been a good one, if I do say so myself. While I still have so much growing to do, I’m starting to feel that my age is teaching me there isn’t endless time to do it. A mantra I’ve been using lately is, “I cannot control everything, and if not now, then when?” The latter part feels like a grounded, wiser version of YOLO, shaped by experience rather than impulse.
There have been so many changes in my life—changes that a younger version of me could never have imagined. Honestly, I’m not sure that version of me even understood what the future might hold. Now, I find myself so curious about what’s ahead—what new opportunities will arise, what steadiness I’ll find, and how my work will continue to bring me passion and focus. I’ve shifted towards cultivating a cozier life while also expanding my counseling theoretical palette.
In my mid-30s, I can say that I’ve never truly left the safety of school and learning. I continue to seek growth, which feels fitting for an overachiever who came from a low-income school. My mom’s insistence that I “study hard to make it” left a lasting impression. Some would call that dedication a good thing; others might urge me to slow down and enjoy life. I’m starting to understand the saying, “Youth is wasted on the young,” though I also recognize that I’m not that old. Am I? Still, this carpal tunnel and stiff lower back seem to suggest otherwise. It reminds me of a meme I saw: “I miss childhood, when my back didn’t hurt.”
As I look to the new year, I’ve made some resolutions. I want to get my blog more active again, reflect more, and plan a trip for the following year. The end and beginning of a year naturally make me more reflective. I also want to focus on healthier eating habits and better financial decisions.
I’m proud of the milestones I’ve hit this year. I’ve kept up my hot yoga practice—it’s true that I might not be the fittest, but I’m definitely flexible, which my dog seems to appreciate when I bend to pick him up. I’ve also read more for fun, thanks in part to audiobooks. I have also had some pretty big physical moves, one of the photos is my first studio apt.
So, thank you, 2024, and hello, 2025. Let’s see what’s next.