Missing the Sun

Taken at the Tirta Empul Temple in Bali, Indonesia, photo by IG @lost.in.trvl

Who knew that I would miss the Sun, and that I even had a sense of normal to miss.

Before the pandemic my life was in a constant state of stress and tension but the pandemic really pushed it over the edge. Im surprised about how much I am keeping it together. However this is still really difficult, to be of support and not feel as supported. I believe that each person is taking care of their own and themselves first and honestly that is the best that we can ask from ourselves.

Breathing, and meditating with more intention during this time, and exerting effort to be calm. Also what a paradox, to exert energy to feel calm. What I am learning is that like the Sun a person is needed and taken for granted. Self care for me in the mornings have been making myself some tea and meditating till steeped, and in the evening playing some league of legends.  Will also be posting my practicing gratitude list in another post. Take care everyone.